Beauty comes from within, wouldn't you think? Sure, all nowadays people are obsessed with thinning down their bodies, but at some point one has to think "for what cost?" I personally think that while though I'm not fat, I could stand to lose weight. Not much, but some. I do this by working out, riding my bike to far away places. Sure, it takes awhile, especially with the winter weight (holidays up the crapload, hoi!) but with summer and heat coming on, it will slough away from sweating and working out in heat. That's the best part is the heat: while though it is uncomfortable, it helps to rid myself of that which I wish to remove. Nicole always says I look awesome. Sure, keeping my ego down it's hard to accept that, but I'm starting believe she's right. Beat a dead horse...lol. But see then in the same token, I believe she is just wow. She is so beautiful, but doesn't believe me when I tell her so. Some people think their other only says it because it's either expected or whatever. They feel obligated. I don't. I feel it is true, and she is worth the praise I heap on her, lol. I love Nicole with all my heart. Why would I say things I don't mean, especially when they are supposed to be true confessions between each partner, if confession it should be called. It's warm out. Thus, that means people are out, thus, smokers are out. I don't mean to offend anyone who reads this, but I hate the smoke caused by them. It hurts me, and the smell of them offends my senses and me. Some people don't mind it, and I have no clue how they can do that. I'm not one of those nuts that says "ban smoking in the world!" although that would be nice, but like do they have to hang around every fething door at every building? And also, no offense to you girls, but smoking ruins you. First, you look like crap when you are doing it, then you smell like crap afterwards, then when you age, you look like absolute shit. Not to mention your voice makes you sound like a man. Seriously, I've witnessed more than one girl who's smoked, and by 22 I was confused at first who was talking when I didn't see them. I don't see any attraction... Anyways yea, I'm doing good, and life is generally good. Some things need working on, some things don't, others need care, etc. Fact is, I love what I have now and appreciate it. Lesson to you all: always love every day you live, don't squander it with meaningless drivel!