Aaaahaha, I love the games I play and the stories and background stuff they come up with. Such as: "I wanted the powers they wielded to be devastating, evocative powers that reflected the Space Marine Librarians’ places in the Imperium as some of the most powerful battle psykers in the galaxy. Let the Eldar have their tricksy, subtle powers. The Space Marines use their powers to tear their enemies apart in a flurry of powerful energies and send foes screaming to their maker in a blaze of immaterial energies." haha, weeeee!!! I wish I could do that... "Cripes its warm for the day and especially inside. I'm probably as red as my jacket, ha. I take up the pages here and I don't really know why, but it strangely is relaxing. I don't think I'll take up the spaces left over with notes from my classes though. Stats sucks. It's repetitive, dull, and even though I am learning, it's too little for too much time spent. My handwriting is awesome, don't you think? I'll scan this in to the computer so you can take a gander. I write like this so nobody else can read the important parts at least. My secrecy is important and I know well how to keep it safe. What I write I show to those I choose to. I think that now that I have time to, I like writing like this. Freewriting, it's called, as one thought flows into the next. I like that best because that is when my thoughts come out. My deeper stuff that I know resides in my psyche but I choose to bury. "My speech is coming up in a week. I think I will talk about my birthday, and how the Bears won the superbowl on it, and thus things came to be for me. Daaaa Bears! haha." "I've seen many people around campus that look like people back home. It's crazy!" "Anyway, I've seen girls that wear the same or similar coats as Nicole, but I know she had it first. It's amusing to watch a trend grow. I know, because I started one myself once. Even some guys are wearing the same coat as her! Now that's getting kinda freaky." "That damn music - I don't know, I just (_@%!edg34sh) wow, I can't even write it because of what it makes me feel and thin(4..sdfg767.6)" Ha, that last one was interesting. I didn't wite numbers and stuff, but I simply made a long scribble that really wasn't any words, just an expression of anger. I listened to some music that...well, it reminded me of what happened in the past to one I love. Mainly it was played during such times...maybe you understand, maybe not, but nonetheless, it affected me far more than I was ready for or should've allowed. yeeeaaaa... I will scan in a page sometime and post it up here so you can see how I write in my notebooks. It's rather amusing I think. Anyhoo, live the good life!