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Ugh. I ended up with a 79 on my French test. Of course he forgot to grade a page so my grade ended up being higher than it should have. I forgot to show him that. I swear I am so absentminded sometimes... Monday sucked. I wanted it to be good, but it wasn't. I woke up with everything on my mind, after a night of not so good dreams, after a restless getting to sleep with everything on my mind. And then my first class didn't help. The admin. must have put me into retard statistics just to laugh at me. grrr...my teacher is soooo....gaaah!!! STUPID!!! Nicole cheered me up a little that day, but not as much as I would've liked to have been. Nothing really did, which is why Monday sucked. Today went much better! I woke up after some good dreams, and it was so nice! The weather was beautiful (76 and sunny) and I had gotten plenty of sleep. I relaxed the morning, then met with Nicole, and we spent the day together on and off, allowing for classes and the like. That's fine, I enjoyed the day. She teases me so bad though, and I don't know if she knows it or not, but she does. Sometimes annoying, but I usually don't mind. I love her so much, and will for a very long time. Aeternus. Gaming is going good. I am on top of the dogpile, as seems to be usual. Maybe because I've been playing for so long compared to them. Sometimes I take pity and give them freebies during the game when they're losing to make it more even. I think losing is more beneficial anyways, as long as they learn from it. I know I had that not-so-good streak back in the day... Ah well. Life goes on and gets better. Philosophying for the day: Things that have happened in the past are there to teach for the future. They have no impact on current happenings but for said lessons learned. Remember what you did, but forgive yourself if such things are deemed needed. People change and always think they should've known better, but at the time they didn't. It's a simply fact of life. The past can't be changed, but the future can be molded to your liking, but only if you have the will to grasp YOUR life in YOUR hands, lead by YOUR views and wants. Alright, 'nuff of that craziness now. I'll have quotes in the next installment that I like.
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awe that was so pretty..I liked it..and it's very true..I agree with that philosophy..as for your not so good night..I hear ya bro..last night was bad for me..lol I had such a bad dream..nightmare..I was so scared..I had to force my eyes open..and that was at like 1:30 in the morning..so I turned on the tv but I didn't watch it, I just fell asleep to the sound, and light. I'm ok now..but still a lil scarred from it lol it was just so creepy, I
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...don't even like thinking about it, but your entry reminded me of it. But woot to the nice dreams and nice day you had. And I'm sorry you got a teaser..buuut you win some you lose some. I'm glad you love her..but do you love her? or are you in love with her? you're weird I must say. Just because I can say it, therefore I will..anyways..hope all is going well..love ya lots.

Vannessa
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