Today was verry stressful.... It started out with Test Taking Strats. and the rest of the school day wasnt the greatest either. One of my teachers heard something he didnt need to know... enough said. oh and I didnt see josh at all and that sucks sooo much :( After my ortho. app. I went home and made Tim cookies for his 17th bday tomorrow. (and ed too, belated) Well, i burnt the fucking cookies and i was soo pissed. I wanted to kill someone...after my terrible day, that was the last thing i needed! anyways, i went to yoga, mad at the world and mary jo (instucter) calmed me down and it really helped. Some people might think yoga is stupid or funny but i think of it as a life savor. If i didnt go there on Tues. i`d go crazy. Its just my time to relex and just stop thinking about everything. THen the last 10 minutes is called *relaxation* and we just lay there and practice breathing.. and she plays music and turn the lights off. Its one of my favorite parts... just laying there.... we arnet suppost to think about anything... but i *always* think about josh and me... i know i sound dumb.. but i just lay there and think about the good times, its just relaxing and it makes me feel so happy ;)