we often ignore those that want us & crave for the ones we can`t have Tonight was pretty interesting. I had a l0ong talk with my girl, gina. Shes sooo great esp. when you simply need someone to just sit there and listen when you are completely venting. (and that is just what i did). It's a long story and im not going to write it in here.(thats for sure) But i will say, now i feel s0o much better... I was kinda feeling empty (that sounds gay, i dont know how to explain it) but now im just in the state of mind that "whatever happens, happens" and i just gotta learn that i should appriciate the time spent with him and...welll, i better stop there. i think its time for me to go crash into bed.... night loves, x/3 michelle