Ok, it was no one important at the door-- anyways, like i said my day was alright. Carson, Bryan and I presented our comp/comm speech today. It went really well. Those guys are crazzzzy, but its a ton of fun working with them. Today in Bio, we had an exam, but to my suprise, it was simple. (thank god, because i briefly studed). so that was pretty much my day-- god, i love this song so much (broken). my favorite lines in the song are. "I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain" because, well... aint it the truth?! god i hate how im so stuck on josh, but then again i love it. It drives me crazy i like him so much and i hate that hes known as this huge player because hes so wonderful and if people just got to know him they`d understand oh god, i love to be around him and just talking to him and being in his arms..is *the best*. LIke the song says "...I love the way you laugh". hehe its true, hes laugh is so damn adorable. if leesha ever read what i just wrote, oh man... i`d get another lecture. hehe shes great tho, i love how she cares so much and doesnt want to see me hurt. Travis is the same way. BUt they just dont know him like i do...reputations are so gay. well, anyways they are the best friends ever. I had a nightmare last night and even tho im not going to type it all, it was basically about something that i saw (josh and some chick) and i was, of course, sad so went to talk to travis and he was mad at me because he knew he was right all along and i dunno when leesha was, but it was a really bad dream and i hope i never think about that again, ever. anyways... im feeling so, unwanted. Its kinda pathetic actually... i`m sitting here feeling bad for myself. I hate doing that, so maybe i should stop! =p i mean, i am so lucky to have the friends that love me and everything and who cares if a dont have a boyfriend right now. i`m a loser. =/ -michelle