I had a really good *thinking time* followed by an awesome night of sleep. This is kinda how im thinking now... :: whatever happens, happens. If i get hurt along the way its going to be my own fault and i'll have to get over it ::: I mean, the more i think about ::: this guy :: the more i like him but the thing is im not sure if he knows im kinda into him and if he found out, what would he think? Then theres josh, ugh im really confused there. Just thinking about him gives me the biggest shivers, and wanting to be with him. I just always had an awesome* time with him and he makes me feel so good. But then theres my wonderful friends they pretty much tell me he doesnt care and he says the same stuff to other girls, and that reaaalllyy hurts.. but i like him soo much, i dont really listen to my friends... im starting to think thats not the best idea... but we`ll see... i`ll write more later about how my thanksgivings gunna go! love ya always, michelle