i dont really no what damned means but i no waht damn means so i guess i feel like that! well ne who im soo bored and that is y im righting i dont really ahve n e thing to say.IM kinda mad though b/c i feel alone and im soo confused a lot of peeps i really like are starting to bug me and i cant help it and i try soo hard to b nice but its hard an i just dont no what to do!!!!!! why does life have to b soo hard?? it sux i cant get like n e guy and my mom is starting ot get on me for that!! i mean come on she is suppost to want me to hate boys and think they still have cooties right?? ME and my mom jsut got into it!! uggg i cant do this its too hard i just wanna go away. this is actually really good cauase i dont talk to peeps and i can get it out like im writing but then i hope at lest that i will get your feedback! n e way im goin wit nicole to the movies and its just not workin thats the day my mom wanted ot do somtin and i really miss her so i wanna but the movie is just what i need to take my mind off of everythign!! what to do? omg i am soo confused!! i just want everything to go away and i want to have a kick ass time get down and let loose...... somtin that will completely take me away and all my probluems will go away!!! yea cleanse my ora and help me!!! pleaze