Everyone wants to make a differnec in the world, be known, save something, fight for something, have everyone recognize them, Think that they made a differnce. its funy those are the same people who says dont think aboaut what others think of you..that is in a sense what they are doing though. It i enver about fighting froo what the believe, its gettinga response out of someone and feelign as if they have impacted someone else;s life. I mean yea i want to help kids with cancer, but i dont kill myself over trying to make a difference. Im lviivng essentioally for my own happiness. NOt worried about the impact i make not trying to make an impact. B/c if your trying, are you really making the right impact. isnt it better to impact people naturalyl being yourself, truelly inspiring someone. I dunno that is just what i think. I have had numerous people tell me, i give them a differnet insight, i dont do it on purpose, or b/c i want to help or inspire them, i do it b/c it just happens. People that inspire me, arent the great people in the world, its just the girl who offers hand sanitizers to you event houghs she doesnt no you, and could easily walk away. The friend who is soo true with and soo honest..they arent hiding they arent tryint impact my life, it jus happens. People who dont wait and plan there lives on doing great things, the great things just happen. Abby inspires me, sure she may be hanging out with a whole bunch of peopel younger then her, she may be a manager at steak n shake, but the way she talks and the fun we had saturday night, being durnk with her, seeing her be her, there is something so real there she honestly does what she wants, says what she wants, and if you like her you do, and if not whats it to her. SHe will never no how she made me feel, but she is 21 and doesnt treat me like i am 4. just simple things. Honesty. Im not a believer in people hide behing the word bitch by saying there honest. They are being honest, its not just an excuse to be bitch. I dunno.. these are my thoughts, take em or leave em.