this is showing how bipolar i am...i wrote taht entry like 6 hours ago..no i the complete oposite..nothing mademe feel better..i dunno.. Work was good though..but i kept thinking about dq. like its wierd for me think that i am never ever going to do that agian..its just so wierd. what i did tonight is what i do. i just wow. i had a dream last night..that i was with dawson..like we were together..and i guess megan and me did our thing..b.c megan was with jeff.and the four of us were together..it was wierd..b.c it was soo goood. i was so happy..then i woke up i was like shit it was a dream..theni wa slike and what are the chances that the four of us would ever be together...puh.. i have had others but there to personal and indetial to share on this diary. im a sad pathetic person who will die alone.