Most of my entrys that mean anything to me are on whatcomesnext but i miss this diary so i am writign on this one! wo0t to that so tonight after work i did something i hadnt done in a long long time. It didnt feel bad but i dunno. i got the have wanted to for a while latly so i was like whatever alright. and today some time on my shift at the window i was like OMG i need to. so then after work i was like ok. i dunno. its bad. but i dont mind very much. like i dont want to talk about it. and notice im calling it it. and i dont plan on telling anyone. except for maybe..no one. but it think i may do it more often now. i dunno. i guess for some reason it appeals to me. agian. next sunday i work with sandy, paige, jimmy agian. im stoked! wo0t. anway. im out. love.