so last night im having a dandy ol' time untill i find out some very disterbing news that was ignornat and made me feel agitated!! i really need every one to comment and help me figure out what to do!! I find out that one of my friends asks nongicongolonge how she cut herself!! im liek wtf serously that has got to be the most ignotant thing no this is even worse she says that she wants to cut herself!! im like its not somtin u want to do its sometin u just do b.c your so depressed. She clams to b depressed but she cant get the courage to do it!! i was like then u arent that depressed its not somtin u want to do its somtin u just do b/c it hurts u! then shes like waht does it solve!! and nongicongolonge was like nuttin!! how can she wont to do somtin when she doesnt even no what it will do for her!! she would just pick up a pill off the ground and say oo i hope this helps my headache!! no she wouldnt!! u dotn want to cut yourself and if u did then u wouldnt tell somone that has b/c all they want to do is forget about it and they no how bad it hurts so they dont want n e one else to go through it!! i mean she didnt even say n e thing to me and it hurt em b/c i used to do it!!! i mean its called commmon sense!! she has to just want attention b/c she talks about it "wants to do it" and doesnt even no what it will sovle!! i mean what a dumbass!! god im soo pissed off i dont think n e one shoul,d ahve to do it but mayb she should and we can talk to her about how we want to once she stops so she can c how much she lieks it!! its somthing that is a spurr of the momment thing not a planned thing which should b rally easy for her to understand since she told me last night that she cant controlle herself! gooddddddddddd i dont no waht to do!!! she alos left a comment on my last entry taht said i understand y u did what u did i think i wanna!!! buhbye