Its amazing that when i scrolled down the feelings i got lonely. that was totaly a whim.. i didnt plan it. i guess thats a sign that i really am lonly i mean ever going to band camp. i just feel so far away and so alone. Its fun though. i have never liked band camp but i actually do. me and emilie just laugh the whole time. and I do like ellan even thought i didnt think i did. she is a really cool person. And she can get someone cuter the ugly drum instructor or whoever the guys with the glasses is. i feel so disconected. i miss u.