Im the opposite of relaxed. i cant even explain but every emotion is in me right now except calm. im just so unsure about everything. and im i dunno. but i no im quiting or being fired. i no that i cant believe this happaned. and im freaking out. and i just cant do anything right. and im so alone. so alone. its killing me. im gunna do something this weekend. SOMETHING. hope i do that. bye.