last night i went to my bro's first hockey game it was funn!! they won yeahhh!! on the way home i evidentaly said the wrong thing and my mom was getting on me b/c i dont have a boyfriend!!! im like waht the f then i was like well i dont even want a date to homecoming b.c we no how that went last year and shes like but u have to have the picture and the expierance!!! so ironicaly enough i get home and im on the internet and the guy i used to like the one my first entry is about tells me he wants to go to homecoming wit me!! and that he likes me!!! well im kinda mad b/c that means im like double rebound!! BUT I NO THAT SO ITS OK!! THEN I WAS TALKING TO COURTNEY TODAY AND SHE WAS TALKIN ABOUT HOW THINGS WIT HER AND HER BF R OLD B/C THEY ALREADY NEW EVERYTHING ABOUT EACH AND DUDE THAT HOW ME AND ZACK WOULD B@@ I NO I LIKE HIM BUT I DONT NO IF I WANNA GO OUT WIT HIM OR EVEN JUST GO TO HOMECOMING!! ACTUALLY I DONT WANT TO GO TO HOMECOMIGN AT ALL BUT NICOLE IS LIKE U HAVE TO GO WIT HIM! TRUST ME U WANT TO GO WIT HIM! AND SHE WAS STRESSING THE HIM PART!! I DONT GET IT I JUST REALLY DONT WANNA GO AND NOW SINCE ALEX CANCELLED HER PARTY FOR I DUNNO A TOTAL OF 2 DAYS BECCA DECIDES SHE GUNN HAVE ONE AND IM NOT EVEN INVIDTED TO THAT ONE BUT ZACK IS GOIN TO BECCAS AND SO IS NICOLE NAD THERE THE TWO PEOPLE THAT WANT ME TO GO AND THEN I WOULD RATHER GO TO ALEX'S B/C IM BETTER FRIENDS WIT HER AND I WOULD RATHER GO TO HER APRTY AND KEEP THAT FRIENDSHIP THEN GO TO BECCAS OR GO WIT ZACK!!! MY BRO HAS A OUT OF TOWN HOCKEY TORNEMENT I COULD ALWAYS JUST GO THERE WIT MY FAMILY INSTEAD!!! IM SOO CONFUSED I WANT TO GO TO HOMECOMING WIT ZACK BUT I DONT WANT TO GO!! AND I DONT WANT TO DEAL WIT THE DRAMA OF THE PARTY!!! I HATE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!