The weddin it went better then excpected!! the whole thing was actually kinda fun looking back on it and i give most the credit for that not only to keri and catherine but Coach Brandt!! she influenced me to keep an open mind about it over the weekend and i did enjoy the luncheon and the reception. im really sorry to all of u that had to leave i couldnt go out ther cause the lady yelled at us to. This wedding not only gave me an open mind but a new prespective on my life!! what new im thinking agian. but i relized that last year when i decided i wanted to go to colorado for college i realy just wanted to go away. i wanted to go to a different high school then summit to. really i just wanted to run away from teh problems of depression. Now after seeing trisha and hearing her and her friends talk abotu people they knew and just saw the other day i relized tht if i go away i wont have that. I finalyl found what i needed to stay around and that was good friends who i feel care about me. i think i have that and back to my prevouse two entries ago i think i trust or am at least more open then i used to b nad i no i have 3 years but i dont think n e thing is goin to change for the worse and i think that staying in state and seeing people that i knew come back would be fun. being able to talk to people and see them easeir would be awsome i just dont see n e thing worth running form. it my favorite place ever but its a dream of mine. and if u get all of ur dreams then u have nothing left to dream about. Well this whole really trying to plan ahead thing isnt workin for me to well the only thing i new that i wanted was to go to colorado, i dont usualy plan in advance but not goin is just a thought that has been in my head ever since i met keri and catherine and jen and heard them talk. i dunno much love korkie