wherever you have gone, whatever happen to you, i miss you.

i don't like the feeling of being alone. i have been alone alot latly.

i don't feel like myself anymore.

you used to make me laugh, like no one else could.

you gave me love, like no one else would.

you had a beautiful smile, like no one else does.

You never asked me if i wanted to come with you.

i never even got a warning that you were leaving.

well, maybe i did.

i was just scared of losing you.

i cry everday.

will i ever see you again? plays through my mind.

your wise words always made me see the light, now i'm in a pit, and i need your light.

everyone is changing, i can't take it anymore.

i don't know who anyone else is anymore. i'm not who i am, because your not around.

i see you in my dreams, i hear your laughter, i see your smile, i feel your soft skinned-hands, i can hear your voice, i recognize your smell. it all seems so real.

then i wake up, your not there, you won't be.

if god gave me faith, then maybe i could believe that you can come back.

but thats impossible.

You have cancer Gram, the chemo ruined your body, ruined the person living in that body.

I'll stand by yourside everyday, but until the day that comes where i can see you again, i'll never leave, and i'll always miss you.

i love you.

come back.