I guess this is it...

I want grammy to know that I love her dearly, and I will miss her so incredibily much every single day. But I think it is time to start moving on. I have felt for so long that I can't, and that I don't want to..

I have been so irritated with people telling me that I need to move on and understand that life goes on, but how do I go on with my life while knowing that the one person that taught me about life and everything I do on a daily basis, is gone? How will I live my life without you?! Will I ever be happy like I was, without you? So this is it Gram, I love you, I will always love you. No one will EVER take your place, and no one will ever come close to your love. But it is time for me to change. Just come visit me sometime.