today is poppy's 80th.

i can't believe he's 80.

hes an amazing person.

today, the whole family was at aunt kathys.

Grammy went home early.

her excuse was she was tired.

so, god, let me ask you one question.

did you really take her away from me?

it feels like i have really lost her.

there is a sharp pain inside, it hurts alot.

it never goes away.

its called lonliness.

everything i know now is because of her and i