See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait without you With or without you With or without you Through the storm we reach the shore You give it all but I want more And I'm waiting for you -U2 "with or without you" well here's the first day without mark. he's somewhere out there playing with his skateboard and probably wont be back till next week. but i am not missing him so badly. i dunno why... really actually happy he's away for a whilie. at least i can contemplate again on my so called life. i am such a loser... i feel so down today i could compose some suicidal shit again.. well anyway mark isn't around so i can at least go back to my own oblivious state and drift and drift and drift. he does makes me so happy.. right now i actually am happy.. well i dunno.....i act like stupid..... i got to stop this. its nonsense talking like this...... i'll write again when i dont feel so normal. this is so typically me...i am really am such a loser but i guess that's fine...