gosh i havent slept at all! i was chatting with my best friend and well i cant wirte long now. i got to be at school at 7.30 adn its already 6.09. just wanted to say things about nihilism. i mean i wont talk about it really cuase then this would be a long entry. nihilism all in all makes us reflect on ourself and think and value things again apart form what it has been made to be but as to waht it really is (or who we are made to be and as to who we really are). going bakc to the roots kinda.. well we are cursed to seek and questions things which are impossible to know until perhaps we die and the soul does exist..and God and all that. well anywayz sometimes believing is good..well like i guess i believe in all theories. gosh cant wirte properly about this right now. well cant stay long. got to shower and change! ...long way to school!