i wish sometimes things were juz like that, that we could look and see what we want..but i cant look away anymore and forget...can you?..however much we try, somethings are just too hard..and i'm not that strong...i forget what i want, i threw them away and chased them again and only to neglect them later... and today was so sad, the weather was so cold, and all i could do was breathe in and live through this day as if nothing could break, as if nothing had been broken...tonight is even colder,if stars are looking down on us, we're more apart than the distance between our streets...sleep well tonight and maybe tommorow will be a day again to pick up the shards of love, or mistakes of past.. but past is past...