i wish i wouldnt have to feel anything fro now....so hard to be in love...but sometimes i wake up in the morning feeling stupidly happy, and at the same time so lonely but still happy..it feels like i miss him again, but its fine...i love missing him...but it makes me sad to know that maybe we are drifting apart and maybe someday, he wouldnt know me anymore.... i would be happy even if we were juz frieds...i mean it doesnt matter so much anymore if i was with him or we're together or like...