Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs And sit alone and wonder How you're making out But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone Making out. I'm missing your laugh How did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending. I am alone In my defeat I wish I knew You were safely at home Your hair, it's everywhere. Screaming infidelities And taking its wear. -dashboard confessionals this song is really emo.. anyways i have nothing to talk about except that mark called me. i'm so happy. i thought he had already forgotten me! LOL..stupid thought really... anywayz i talked to him about anything that came to my mind. and so i jaz talked away as ussual nonsense and then he said that he couldn't stay for long cause his balance might end up but i made him stay put anyway cause i wanted to talk about boardslides. well yeah!! i tried it today, again...but this time i felt the board under my feet and i was on the rail and i was sliding and everything happened so fast and i fell backwards. lol. that's why they say kinahanlan magduko jud... well anyway i am happy today because he called and i practiced ollie again up the gutter to manual. i love skateboarding... er.. and i guess i love mark too. wahahahah kaluod oi!! corny..... well well declaration: mark is the best. i got to go to sleep!