Fuck I Havent updated this thing in a while. I have been kinda loosing track of everything. Being back in missouri has been good, and my friend cassie, who i love so much, is coming back today...i dont know when cuz her fone is turned off... There is this boy also, i dont know what to think of him...no names though...but i have only met him once, yet, i really like him, we hung out for a while, and watched movies and stuff, and i know he likes me, but there is another gurl, he is dating her, but i know that he likes her to, i heard this from his friend, so now im stuck. I feel really abanonded from my friend deena right now, she use to want to hang out with me everyday, and now, she never calls me, and i called her yesterday, and she said she would call me in 5 minutes, cuz she was eating, and she never called me back, and today when i called her, they said she was there, and then someone was like, wait who is this, and i was like jenna, and they said she wasnt home, so i think she is pissed at me, except i have no clue why she would be..i havent dont anything wrong... school starts in about 3 weeks, fuck, i am most deff. not ready to go back, i want to go to a different school, i hate my school, its small, 600 kids, a highschool with 600 kids...my middle school in colorado had 1200 kids, and thats only 2 grades, but my highschool, which has 4 grades of course, only has 600 kids....thats pretty pathetic i think, probably cuz i like alot of people and stuff, i dont know...it just sucks... Im gonna go get my hair cut, my hair is getting to long, and im sick of it, i am gonna get a nice emo hair cut, you know what those look like, i think...as soon as i do it, i will put a picture of what it looks like on here, i am praying i look half decent, cuz it will suck if it looks horrible. i think i might dye it black too, just cuz its fun, and i like dying my hair... well im listening to music...underoath...when the sun sleeps...so maybe i will write in here tomorrow if i remember... later jenna