I do not love him she told herself again. she always considered herself a liar. i do not lie. the days have been going past really fast, but yet, it seems like its been forever since i have seen your face. this weekend, its time for a getaway. an escape from reality, into a world of blurriness and not whoing i am. if you know what i mean by that. its time. today, i dont think i had a breath of air, i just wanted to breathe in that sweet refreshing air, but yet, today, was a day of bruises and heart aches, and dont forget, school, babysitting, homework, and piano lessons. my life is starting to be depressing again. i finally thought i was starting to be happy, one weekend, i was the happiest girl alive, until monday came, then all i learned is that boys, dont love for very long. that, or i was just being used again. its time for me to be leaving, into a world of strong liquids that make me not know. the only thing ill regret soon, is the next morning, or that night, when im throwing up. good night love. i hope out hearts never meet agian.