im tired of feelings, you said you liked me, do you still, did i make a mistake, was i just another thing. damnit why does it have to be this way. i freaking care for you to much to ever try and hurt you, but i guess my feelings dont really matter anyway. its all in your goodbyes. haha sry, ive been listening to underoath, and i like to write down lines from some songs sometimes...haha theres a new kid. hes moving around where i live...maybe he could be my friend. he seems pretty cool. ugh, i cant believe i havent been in school for a week, and im already failing, im not the brightest person alive. im gonna start buckling down though, i shouldnt be making another mistake. im gonna try. i gotta make myself try. this is so difficult. i need to change. i shouldnt be this way. later