I like him more than i can imagine, but were just friends. ill never be able to tell him, never. ill try to, but it never makes it past my mouth. for a year now, i have been wanting to tell him how i feel, and i dont think i can stand him telling me about another girl that he is dating, without me crying, but yet, feeling sorta good in a way that he has somebody. i think its time for me to move on. so i have. but he will be on my mind all the time, when i talk to him, or hang out with him, or even pass him in the hall...or even in class with him, since one of my classes is with him. i have moved on, and i actually have met a boy. sweet boy, very nice, and beautiful. i think i like him, but i dont know him well enough to say that, maybe its just his looks that im being attracted too, and the way he talks to me, calling me beautiful all the time. i havent fallen for him...but i bet i will...i just have those feelings like...he is beautiful, i wouldnt mind dating him, but then, i dont know him well enough that i LIKE him. idk...but its been a while since i have had a boy friend, that doesnt mean i havent hooked up with any guyz, cuz i have lol, alot, but i havent been on a date in a year, i havent been able to hold a guys hand and it actually mean something, sadly, every guy i have hooked up, he was using me...and well...i was using him, so it really didnt mean any harm. i know...slut. i cant believe that school starts in less than a week, this is going to suck, the summer went by so quick....oh well well i gg phone lol jennifer