Backwards Laughter

Listening to: Psychosis Safari
I seem to have found myself in money troubles yet again. For once it's not my fault. Apparently what I thought was my current balance of $70 (as stated by an atm machine as well as the PNC website) had not been updated so I spend 15 of it, which I later find out was non-existant. PNC gave me not one but five bullshit charges in a day which somehow accumulated to $200 with no warning so I dropped them after paying the scrounging bastards. This puts me in a bind because though i have a new bank i have to think of all the places that were reliant on my PNC account and inform them of the switch. What adds to this awesome happening is how the week before last I only worked for 2 days out of the week. So I have a shitty paycheck on the horizon which means I'm living on credit again. Just when i almost had the sucker payed off too. To salvage this horrible week I did manage to find some decent tickets for nine inch nails and janes addiction this summer which pretty much makes me a very happy music junkie. I mean you can't beat a reunited Janes Addiction and NIN's (rumored) last tour. Also I'm probably gonna see manson and slayer later in the summer as well. I'll let you know about that though. I drink all night, and I sleep all day I drink all night, and I sleep all day You’re feeling your way through the dark, but you can’t get out You’re feeling your way through the dark, but you can’t get out You’re feeling your way through the dark, but you can’t get out You’re feeling your way through the dark, but you can’t get out I’ve got my limbs tied up and a blindfold across my eyes A feelin’ I know that I’m gonna have to tell a lie My hearts in my mouth, but my mind’s in a furry cup A feeling you know that I’m dreaming, I can’t wake up -Eighties matchbox b Line Distaster
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Yeah its pretty wild stuff, its the only way I can get shit done anymore though. Even if that does result in strange patterns and shifty things... its kind of entertaining.
Ah just really strong doses of adderall to help me get through the semester. Saying drugs was probably misleading and over dramatic of me. Funny story though taking it was caffeine can fuck with dopamine levels and induce hallucinations and scitzo behavior... kinda explains some things.
Haha yeah I guess I have, but mostly I blame the drugs. I'll be much calmer once things start to slow down a bit more. Only one month til the semester is over!
Sucks about the money troubles, it'll clear up soon enough though. I'm kinda jealous that NIN concert sounds pretty awesome.