It's on like Donkey Kong bitch!!! Hate feels so good! It's been a verry fuckin long time since I've felt this way. It's been proven. He is dead. The Kenndal I knew and loved is dead and now I can live in peace. He's been in Hamlet at his Mom's house for a week now. I juzt found out today when Bailey called and said that she had talked to Eric and that Eric was hanging out with Kenndal again and that he was back down here and is leaving Sunday. The mother fucker hasen't even tried to make contact with me!!! He dosen't give a shit about his child!!! Well that's fuckin okay!!! This baby is no ones but MINE!!!!!!! The war is fuckin on!!! I don't even know what to write. I don't know the words to say. It's over and it's on! I love my child more than anything in this world and I will 4~alwayz!!!!!!! This is MY baby!!!!!!! Only true hate can take you to this place and only true love can keep you alive in it and that true love will come from my child. "If I let him, he would make me destroy myself. In order to survive him, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I can not forgive him. There's no choice but to confrunt him, to ingage him, to erace him. I've gone through great lengths to expand my threashhold of pain. I will use my mistakes against him. There is no other choice. I'm shamless now. I'm nameless now. I'm no one now. I'm no one now, but my soul must be iron 'cuz my fear is naked. I'm neaked and fearless, and my fear is naked."