Me...Hi! I don't know you but I probably hate you. Yeah... that sounds real nice right??? Well I'm not realy that nice of a person unless you happen to win my love. You see I've been through alot of sh!t in my life and it has forced me into a state of an untrusting mind. I don't like being this way, in fact, I hate it. But, this is me. I'm a 16 year old mother and practically abandoned by everyone I've ever trusted or loved. I'm happy though atleast with one thing...my baby boy! He's the only thing that realy matters in my life right now. I've also finally found someone to make me happy. His name is James, he means the world to me. I never thought I would find someone like him. He loves Louie too...what more can I ask for??? lol. No one has ever realy seemed tounderstand me, not even myself most of the time. It sadens me sometimes...but then again I use it mostly to my advantage. It's scarry though, because sometimes I believe James may know me even more than I know myself. I know you may think that 16 is 2 young to be a mother and much more of what I am, but I am what's in my mind & I've been out of my mind 4 many years! A lil about me...I'm 16. I live in a piece of shit, back woods,"Bible Belt", community. I hate it hear & they all hate me just because I'm strange. I'm constantly writing poetry, reading books, watching tv, or movies, talking to James and taking care of our Baby Boi. I have long blond hair with brown tips, blue eyes w/ sexy teacher glasses, usually 125 lbs, and I'm 5'3.