Juzt Some Shit

Listening to: Otep-House of Secrets
Feeling: alone
Damn I fuckin hate school! I mean I love all of my classes, like what I'm learning and shit, but I have nobody to fuckin talk to or hang wid. I fuckin miss Bailey like hell. I don't know how I'm gonna get in touch wid her again though unless she leaves me another message on here. She needs to fuckin come home! I found out the other day that her house was up for sale at the court house, but I think she still has all of her shit in there, so she needs to come back be4 they change the locks and she can't get her stuff. She's supose to be moving in with me soon and I hope she does. I haven't talked to daddy about it yet though. I wuz thinking that we can juzt let it happen...like we use to do, she'll come over and juzt won't go home. Me and her need to talk about it though. So I got some good news! I get to be a squad leader for Brovo Company! Yeah that means that I'm gonna get promoted soon, probably as soon as we get our uniforms back. There are either 2 or 3 pregnate chicks wid me in my JROTC class...weard huh? Well anywayz, I don't know wtf else to write about. I'm realy glad that school started, although I have no friends and I'm having to deal with this guy who realy likes me that I realy DON'T like! Besides that everything is kool. So far I don't think I have any teachers that I'm not gonna get along with. I'm so fuckin happy that I get SFC Davis this year! He's so cute lol. I've been having to tell people the whole Kenndal story...so that sux ass. I hate talking about him now, but it dosen't hurt as much as it use to most of the time now. The only time it realy hurts is at night when I can't think of him as I'm falling asleep. Anymawayz...my stomach has gotten huge as hell lol. I can't weight to have Louie!!!!!!! And hell may it's a good thing that I don't have any friends, so that I can spend all of my time on Louie and school.
Read 3 comments
dude sorry I have been really busy with high school and my dual enrollment college classes
aye....I gotta agree with you, it totally sucks ass when no one wants to talk to you at school, I mean...No one at school wants to talk to me because apparently, I'm an insane speed/heroin addicted goth...So you hear me say "HEY! I find that insulting! I'm NOT a goth!!" Unluckily for me...I've lost a few friends and they could never come back, and the last words I've said to them were cruel and heartless, makes me cry :(

Araya
aww, your tattoo sounds really cool. And your having a baby? oh yeah..think i read that somewhere. How far along are you???

:)