I hate my life. I hate myself. I don't understand what I am doing here. I do everything for my friends and nothing for myself. I allow everyone to walk all over me. I can't take it anymore. I have had these feelings for a long time. I'm so depressed. I can't hide it anymore. I don't care what anyone says. My friends keep telling me things to help me feel better but it doesn't work. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I can't get a grip on life. I'm so depressed anymore. I don't know what to do. I think I'm ugly. I have self-esteem issues. Oh just shut the fuck up and kill yourself! -bangs head- If I hear/read/see one more of those damn people's entries that speak on the same lines of those I may just go even more insane than what I already am, says my dear friend Steven today. Do people even know what it means to be depressed? Anti-social? Or do they just say those things so they can get the 'love' from their friends to reassure them that everything is ok? Do they really know what it's like? Or is just some cry for attention, from anyone who is willing to give it? When even then it's a bunch of bull shit anyway. -mumbles- I heard some girl crying that her boyfriend broke up with her and that she was ugly and hated everything now. And there was no purpose to live. What the hell? She only dated the guy for two weeks anyway. Oh curse my school and the people within it. And everyone who feels the need to say on these kind of sites that they are 'depressed' show me the shrink/doctor who says so and the anti-depressants then..save the tag names and diseases for someone who REALLY is.. Unfortunately, there is no POTC quote of the day because, yet again, someone hasn't failed in pissing me off and I personally don't feel like doing it at the moment. I'll go cut myself..-rolls eyes- And I'll go stab the next person who says a word to me......