I wanted to go to the Roses Are Red/Plain White T's show tonight but my mom didn't want to drive me and she wouldn't let me drive up there on my own. That freakin sucked so today I just drove around stores and people take WAY too long at stop signs sometimes. I wanted to honk my horn, but that's just freakin obnoxious and I hate it when people do it anyway. Cleaned out, washed and Febreezed my car today. Feels so awesome to say my car y'know? And today I realized that I'll never be able to make anyone happy with/about me. They will always want something more of me. Always want me to do better even if I did my best in it. Kind of sucks knowing that I can never satisfy the people that I want to. Almost makes me want to say: Why bother? But I do try for myself and for people who can't. Thanks for all the welcome backs, you guys. I heart you all. (: Much love.