Lie in the darkness, I'm slowly drowned to sleep with nothing left to lose... Still nothing to count... --- Today is the lovely day of Saturday and I lie to you not is probably 80 something degress outside and Philadelphia got snow yesterday, or Thursday something of the days before the weekend. Quite annoying weather it is especially when I was amongst the sun and heat of it the whole morning - I should become all girlish and never play a sport with the younger siblings and friends again. No! That would involve drastic measures which I have a fear of taking, so when the warm and stupid sunny weather comes you will find me outside playing such games as knockout. Enjoyable, yes? Yesterday, I again got told that my plans would just have to be put aside because John had a baseball game up in Kennesaw and they left at 5 something and did not return until 11 so I was starved at night for I am not a domestic wife yet, and the only thing I know how to cook would be cake and cookie mixes only for the reason they tell you what to do and it requires scarce labor, that is considered baking though, so what can I cook? NADA! Thomas would not take me to get Chick-fil-A not even McDonalds, which explains how hungry I was if I were to ask to go to the "golden arches." I could have gone to Arlene's for dinner, or really out with her family in Atlanta but no I had to call and cancel because of my younger brother and his stupid game that he ended up losing by a large amount of runs away. A great way to realize that everything in your life is put on hold just for the one thing, a game in which if John had quit that one year instead of my mom encouraging him to stay with the sport, never would have happened. I leave this place now for I am to watch Drop Dead Fred and type up three papers for people in the household, I am like their own secretary or something but I guess that comes with being the only person who knows how to type in this stupid household, as compared to the other one where the fraternal parent is too cheap to even purchase a computer. May you think even if nothing is to come out of it... -_- I'd retrace the steps that lead me here but nothing lives behind me...