bringing back quote of the day! QOTD: For we are god's workanship, created in christ Jesus to do good works, which god has prepared in advanced for us to do. (Ephesians 2:10) your never there. i want you to be. but your not. your there for her never me you never care you never think twice you woulnt care if she was my sister you would still be there for her we argue but its a good argue is it my fault? is it something i did? something i said? something i didnt do? is it that im too fat? too skinny? too ugly? too much acne? am i anything to you? you act like i am so many times but then you just go away back to her and leave me to whatever is hurting me how can you be these two people? how can you not care at all but still want me some of the time? you dont think i have a life outside you? i do you need to realise that you may not care about me i shouldnt care about you but i do and i wish i didnt i cant just be yours to hurt whenever you feel like it i am my own person too and ive been getting better sort of not alot but better sometimes i will fall into depression and i will hide with a smile and a laugh and there are only two people i can tell about how i feel and one i am afraid of our freindship going away i dont know what i feel it scares me it hurts me and you need to leave me for good because i really want you but i cant have you you are just bad for me and i want you to hurt me really bad so i would have a definitive answer instead of you stringing me along i wish you could read this i wish you knew who you were