It's gone

So, it's done. I've officially lost all faith in people. Everyone breaks promises, manipulates, lies. People by nature are horrible and untrustworthy. I hate that I feel like this. I can't figure out if it's good that I've been so naive for so long and haven't had to deal with these feelings before---or if it would have been better to know the true nature of people all along. If I could, I'd just hole up and not deal with it anymore. This sucks.
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People are naturally good. It's the world and the situations in which they grow up that teach them how to lie and spin and molest other's natural innocence. We have the choice to either fall into the same dishonor or learn from it and not.

You'll feel better about it all later. This has happened to me before, but I've overcome the desperate and dismal feelings.

Take care.

*Ash
goober whats going on????? reading this entry makes me worry about you. I am at moms. I tried to call you but i only got your voice mail. call me
Knowledge is power. Now you know and understand that people CAN BE mean, cold, lying, ruthless, beasts. Don't ever forget this. NOW - Go forth with love in your soul, a smile, and a song in your heart, and share this love of life. Do so understanding that there are people that can and will try to hurt you. Do not let this stop you, and do not pay attention to those that wish to do you harm. Live well, and you will prosper.

Love,
The Rat
Read Matthew 13:24-43

The sower - The Lord
The enemy - Satan
The wheat seeds - Good People
The weeds - Bad People

Learn to differenciate between them, when you see them.

The weeds will be pulled, and burned, and the wheat will be taken to the barn (the care of) of the Lord.

We must all grow with weeds around us...do not let it uproot you or strangle you. Grow tall and straight.

Rigrat
Not everyone is evil, just the people who will never get the priveledge of being close to you. You will learn, and sometimes you will fall prey, get fooled, and get hurt again. But you will be wiser for it. Take care and have faith.
Life is funny that way. One minute you are on cloud 9 and the next minute you feel as if everything and everyone in the world has gone bad and turned against you. You are not alone in feeling this way although I know it probably feels that way right now. Just remember, this too shall pass.

Hang in there....

Dania
I am sorry you feel this way! I wish there was something could do to make your heart hurt less! But I dunno if i agree with you... I think that most people are good at heart, but let this silly world get to them, and that if you try to be honest and kind, that sometimes thats all someone needs to find that in themselves again... i dunno the teory hasnt failed me yet...