And after the shot was taken, I realized....I wasn't in control. I met KEVIN FREAKING FOWLER, and all I said was "thanks hun" after the picture. After I sat my ass on the table, after waiting in line for 45 minutes, that was it. I had like 4 beers within 30 minutes, which is unheard of for me. I drank them because they were bought for me, I didn't want to hurt the guys' feelings by not drinking them... I'm sick of always doing what everyone else asks of me. For once, I want it to be about ME, what I want. I want to go to a show and stand where I want to stand and sing and be silly, and maybe NOT drink and be poised and impressive when I get my big chance. Not the goofy girl that sits her butt on the table and won't remember this tomorrow because her maybe-boyfriend and friend wanted her to get drunk. I need to take care of ME.
Gosh, I wish I could have said SOMETHING. I'm not them....Kevin Fowler is my favorite Country entertainer. I've dreamt about meeting him forever. A large group of us went to Schroeder Hall tonight for his show with Jarrod Birmingham. My little bro went with us, he took this:
And after the shot was taken, I realized....I wasn't in control. I met KEVIN FREAKING FOWLER, and all I said was "thanks hun" after the picture. After I sat my ass on the table, after waiting in line for 45 minutes, that was it. I had like 4 beers within 30 minutes, which is unheard of for me. I drank them because they were bought for me, I didn't want to hurt the guys' feelings by not drinking them... I'm sick of always doing what everyone else asks of me. For once, I want it to be about ME, what I want. I want to go to a show and stand where I want to stand and sing and be silly, and maybe NOT drink and be poised and impressive when I get my big chance. Not the goofy girl that sits her butt on the table and won't remember this tomorrow because her maybe-boyfriend and friend wanted her to get drunk. I need to take care of ME.
Gosh, I wish I could have said SOMETHING. I'm not them....
And after the shot was taken, I realized....I wasn't in control. I met KEVIN FREAKING FOWLER, and all I said was "thanks hun" after the picture. After I sat my ass on the table, after waiting in line for 45 minutes, that was it. I had like 4 beers within 30 minutes, which is unheard of for me. I drank them because they were bought for me, I didn't want to hurt the guys' feelings by not drinking them... I'm sick of always doing what everyone else asks of me. For once, I want it to be about ME, what I want. I want to go to a show and stand where I want to stand and sing and be silly, and maybe NOT drink and be poised and impressive when I get my big chance. Not the goofy girl that sits her butt on the table and won't remember this tomorrow because her maybe-boyfriend and friend wanted her to get drunk. I need to take care of ME.
Gosh, I wish I could have said SOMETHING. I'm not them....
*****paul