~73~ standing in the rain

by psykopathalien on March 12th 2004, 12:00AM

Feeling: awestruck

hmmm.. whats awestruck? sounds kinda funny.. anywho. yesterday was a pretty good day. but i still felt.. not too great. at all. and i have no idear why. i was talking to brian (my brother) and he said i seemed diffrent. o.O but hey, i havent cut in a week and one day. ^___^ so, so far so good. i guess.. but now when im mad or somethin i can just go outside and shoot my gun. =D maybe thatll help.. it helped a little yesterday.. my friends do that. but theyre diffrent. their aim is better than mine. lol. i did some quiz thangy.. Grey Vibes

Your Energy is Grey. Your thoughts are unclear,
muddled, and confusing. Dark thoughts or
depression may be clouding your true colors.
It may be that you have been hurt and rejected,
or maybe you are just manipulative, dark, and
evil.

What color is your energy?
brought to you by Quizilla ..need i say more.. ~two words one choice no regrets~

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yeah ^^ I don't judge'em by the way he chooses to look. :P just the way he acts with it. lol Marolin(sp?)Manson is just.. i dunno. lol not scary, just.. weird, I guess :P

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yeah ^^ kitty might not like it.. but I don't think he'd bother it. ^^ hehe it's not like a pet rock will try to take over it's territory :P

and yeah ^^ they say fast food makes'ya fat, and they keep eating it.. then they blame the fast food place.. what weird rights.. if they don't wanna get like that, why do they keep eating the stuff? :P me. I've ate it mostly for the past 4 years.. (up till july) and the chart thingy says I'm under weight.

lol I haven't seen her for a week again though. ;_; I was gonna send an eMail.. but I froze.. I fink I'm gonna post it in my journal and then delete it. lol just to see what other people think of it.. o.o it makes me sound desprate or weird. xD lol but took forever to write. o.o lol

aww, why don't people know your name? :(
and yeah ^^ I know watcha mean with the phone :P lol.. I think mine was shut off cause the time expired till i buy more minutes.. (then I get the time I lost back).. weird plan. xD but worth it. :P

is your notebook something offline 'ya write in? ^^

awestruck means .. like... when you're ... I guess distracted and suprised at the same time.. like say you're walking in the desert and you find (it the middle of nowhere and without actually looking) a treasure chest filled with money and water.. they for a few seconds you just stand there awestruck.. like "I can't believe this is happening".. and you keep asking yourself that till'ya snap out of it and take the $ and water and go home ^~ hehe

that's good a week and a day~ yay~ =^___^=
o.o I still say that's cool. hehe get mad, just go outside and shoot your gun. :D lol POW POW POW!! bye bye birdie! *hides it before a cop sees it* ^~ lol

*gaspity*
I gotta fill 3 to make it even. :P hehe.. oh.. about fast food (fast food reminded me anyways).. why BK mcD and a few others (mainly subway, me thinks).. and tv dinners were common main courses for dinner the past few years..hmm.. I dunno if I wanna tell people this yet.. *ponders* should I? shouldn't I? should I? shouldn't I? should I? shouldn't I? should I? shouldn't I? should I? shouldn't I?. I probably have too now since I

might have struck some curiosity(sp?)... but then again, maybe it's obvious now, so i dun have to say. :D hehe.. take a guess. :P if you wanna.. doesn't matter to me. ^^

and that's 10~ hehe yay~ :P o.o go get a pet rock! :P