today. im feelin so much better than what i have been. and i have absolutely no idear why. but it feels pretty spiffy.. but i still feel like i shouldnt feel happy or anythin.. oh well. today i finally got the cd ive been lookin for forever. squad five-o. their first one. but now i still have to find their second one.. thats gonna take a long time too.. and i got another book (lol). the bourne ultimatum. yay! ive been lookin for that one for a while too. and tcby, niiiice cheesecake yogurt. yum. and i got little army dudes!! theyre so cute. my parents thought i wanted them to shoot at.. dude! i wanted them to play with. come on. shoot them? seriously yo. not for shootin. and on the way to the elevator in the parking structure, i grabbed a magazine type thang. its cool. lotsa spiffy bands. quite a few ive heard of. but still a cool magazine. i shoulda picked up more. but we were walkin by pretty fast and i didnt wanna stop right in front of the people that were right behind me. lol. one of the guys *almost* looked like the cool jacket dude. lol. and. im mad. so mad. im not going to church on sunday up here. MAD I TELL YA. so im gonna try to talk my dad into lettin us go up here instead of my friends uncles church. cause my mom and i DONT like it. and i cant upload three pics to my image manager thangy.. ive tried changin them to .jif files.. and that otha one. but it wont do it. it keeps saying "only *somethin or other* files allowed" grrr. AND! people always have bad days, when i have "ok" ones.. it makes my day less "ok" than i started out with.. its like.. if i cant help someone have a little bit of a better day.. then.. my day is almost meaningless...... anyway i guess thats all for today... ~two words one choice no regrets~