so today was pretty DULL and BORING. i didnt shoot my gun ;_; and i didnt.. do much of anything. my neck hurts too much to do a lot of stuff.. stupid thang.. but i did clean my room... amazing.. did the dishes.. read like a paragraph in my book.. "reap the wind" by iris johanson.. but i was too bored to do that. so i started a letter to my best friend that i left when i moved. *sigh* i miss her.. she was cool. i havent seen her in like 5 years. that really sucks. but ive seen my other friend the first two years i lived here.. then.. we kinda.. quite stayin contact. so i have ta get her address again.. or email.. whichever.. but i love writing letters more than email. but most people i can only email *sigh*.. i wonder why mallys like now.. i know she was on a swim team.. at one point.. i think she was a cheerleader (*gag*) at some pont too.. but im not sure if that was her or my pen pal ashley.. i have ta look into that. and boy have i changed in 5 years.. thats a good thang though.. i hope.. sept for.. some.. certain.. thangs.. *ehem*.. and im getting the strongest urge to cut. i kin'a tried earlier but it didnt do anythin.. stupid pocket knife.. but i stopped.. i was with my friend.. she wasnt payin attention anyhow so it really wouldnt have mattered if i did or not.. but- oh yea!!! I FOUND A STRAY ROCK!! yay!!!! i named it rocky!! now i have ta see if plushie got his.. well i actually have plans for a saturday. yay! my sis and i are gonna see our friend (and best friend) jd at work. at 4. then hang out. and then after he closes were gonna do pranks on people. wheeee!! and were gonna get it on camera so hopefully we can put it on a website. yay. and his cousin ish gonna be thar too so its gonna be fun.. too bad a "certain someone" cant be there though ;_; ...*sigh* oh well.. anywho i guess thats all i have for now.. ::: yay!! i was jus biddin on 15 simple plan buttons on ebay and i FINALLY won them!! after a couple weeks of tryin. everybody kept outbiddin meh ;_; mean people ::: --my cow. and i hate it when i say one thang about my neck hurtin (three days now) and then my dad says "do you want me to rub it for you?" and all that.. and i said no everytime he asked.. and then he still did it. *grrr* if i wanted someone to, id ask. but i didnt.. sheesh... ANYway.. it bugged meh...-- ~two words one choice no regrets~