...why.. am i always so.. down/depressed? ..always. this sucks.. before you say anything. NO. i dont need someone. thats not gonna make anything better. its not gonna make me happy. its all just gonna end up CRAP anyway... so there =P i read all my poems i wrote.. and. they're all depressing.. maybe. i just need a best friend.. i know one person said they were.. but.. i dunno anymore.. im all lost and confused about that.. -----i'll finish when i get back..---- ok.. now i dont have anything to say.. sept that the guy. at jack in the box. at the drive through window.. was semi-hott =P ~two words one choice no regrets~