Yea, so being there wasnt as bad as I thought it was gonna be... Even though I havent talked to Derrick in.. 5 days now.. *sigh* ... I hate christmas... I really do.. I must hide it pretty well though.. People dont know.. They do however, know I HATE christmas music :P.. My mom and I dont feel christmassy.. My dad never has though.. ...Enough christmas talk.. I'm bored... tired.. And I still really hate it here.. I hate it with a deep passion.. 2 months and 15 days 'til I'm 18 and can move out and leave.. Just need a job first.. and a car.. ........I have so much to say.. But most of the people I know read this one.. lol.. Hmmm... :P .... I... AAAAAHHH!!!!... Nevermind.. I'll write in my anger book, its better that way ;P ~two words one choice no regrets~