Okay, so I've become reaquanted with a friend yesterday. Everything seems okay, but I'm still being cautious.. That's not my problem.. I dont know what my problem is. I feel.. out of it.. Kinda.. Nothing is the way it should be. I'm not where I should be, I'm not where I want to be. Physically, emotionally, mentally.. Something is missing. I think I know what it is, but I guess.... I want more than just that.. Does it make me seem selfish? What's wrong with me?.... ~two words one choice no regrets~