blow. eat. cigarette break. comedy channel. fuck. sleep. breakfast in bed. "make love". cigarette break. read. eat. cigarette break. wine. nap. draw. fuck. eat. cigarette break. School? Work? Pshh. Nous embauchons! There's always tomorrow. Right now, I barely have the time to put on some clothes. * Edit- I was thinking of quitting smoking. I will never come through with it, but it is a thought. I do not know what triggered it. Maybe it's the horrible throat ache, and the soreness I feel every time I swallow. (How bout you lay off the deep throatin', slut?) No, really, I am in severe pain. Egh, I am a victim to a malicious cold. I hate this sudden change in temperature. This dreadful weather. Seasonal Affective Disorder. I am not ready for the cold! I only want to be nude and to find warmth in the embrace of my lover/muse. Oh, and hibernation, sleep is always wonderful. I'll wake when I feel confident enough to grow up, and to take responsibility for my poorly thought out actions. But I guess I'll settle for what I have here. 75 mg of effexor, four beers, his sweater, a warm blanket and radiohead's soothing music.