the days with you

are long

red

velvet carpets

rolled out for

majesty

-

because i came

into existence

for you

because i am

as i am

for you to have

because you saw me

realised me

because you know me

are the only one

who does

because it is you

who conjured me

because you love me

-

you

do not know

the color of my eyes

sunlit

-

you awake

in the early morning

around 7 a.m

everytime

move closer

pull me in

wrap an arm around me

use the other

to caress the skin

of my neck

arms

upper back

and for the shortest

moment i can suspend

the reality of

what we are

over me

replace it

with a warm caramelized

dream

until your running fingers

take speed

downwards

and bring me back

to the

place and thing

i exist for you

-

hit me

slap me

i love you

am

the only one who can

come closer

hold me

be soft

tender

the night rolls closer now

brutalize me

from behind

contort my body

and take me

my fat thighs

spilling on each side

pull my hair

pull me

closer to you

don't keep me so far

from your body

i hate you

i hate you more

than the devil can burn

hit me

-

tell me again

all those nice things

you said

at the bar

after i confessed

i was crazy about you

tell me again

as i hold you against the

door of my bedroom

and once you're through telling

me

i will jump on the bed

up and down

several times

like a child

like a monkey

like a lunatic

because for a night

people can be really happy

for one night

it happens

people will feel

the need to jump on a bed

repeatedly

and not care about

waking the

downstairs neighbour

because it's just one night

really, the only

and everything that

happened before

was leading up to

this

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