i would like, for once, to be burdened by something less trivial. hmm, i was caught off guard by loneliness. and my fiancee (i am leaving the typo because he is my bitch) is caught up in the end-of-semester chaos. i don't want to distract him with this. this is a test, that is all. what will i do! what will i do? vodka. yes? (it is raspberry flavored, oh my fucking god) + maybe, i depend on his presence too much.