Is been a few days. A few days that I have had to think, and to feel. I have enjoyed not working, and just relaxing. Wether it be by myself, or with friends. Days spent napping, or nights endlessly driving. Im really lucky, ya know. Last night was a perfect night for me. Its nights like those that make all the shit you go through..worth it. We made up, you see. Deep down inside, I cant help but feel that things are just going to go in a continuous circle. He likes me for now. But will he always? Sometimes I think theyre all just bipolar about me. I want to be perfect for him. The perfect person. The perfect girlfriend. He says I am. But Im just so down on myself. I need a rest.