Sometimes, I just want to know that you'll fight for me. No matter the circumstance. I want to know that if I walked away, right here, right now, and left your life..that youd do anything in your power to make me stay. I want to know that you want to keep me around always. I want to know that my sadness makes you sad. That you would comfort me willingly. Only wanting to see me smile. More importantly, I want to know that you want these things too. Because I would do these things for you, I Feel these things for you. And I just want to know that its how you feel to. If you left me today, I would cry. I honestly believe the biggest part of my heart would die. I wouldnt be able to go on with life. I wouldnt be able to fake happiness around my friends. I would be miserable. I would never want to find another. And I never want to see you sad, I never want to see you miserable. But is it selfish to want you to feel the same way I would if I left you? Because I want to know that you cant live without me. I want to know that it would bother you. I want to know that you couldnt go on. I dont want to be easy to get over. I dont want to be easy to forget. I dont want to be a problem that can easily be covered over by happiness with bro's. I want to know that i could never be replaced. This is a selfish entry. Im sorry. But, I love you Christopher. After all we've been through, I know we can make it. We've been doing so good, and Im so proud.