I like him so much. I cant even put it in to words. And Im scared. Ive been thinking about it a lot. And Ive always tried to take things slow. Ive always liked going at a comfortable pace. I hate getting ahead of myself. Im scared. Im so scared, because I want this to work so bad. Im so happy. And he really does complete me. And it scares me to think about. I dont want this to be another...Josh situation. I know that Chris is different, And I can tell. I just like him so much more. Each and each day it grows. And each day I get a little more scared. Sometimes...I really do feel like I love him. But i dont want to get ahead of myself so Im going to keep my mouth shut.